There's one good thing out of all this mess: I checked my PM so I read back the thread where you told me which LJ name you used, which, believe it or not, I had completely forgotten due to my overall stupidity and scatter brain-ness when it comes to names x_x; you were always one of the boarder whose posts I enjoyed the sensibility, sensitivity and eloquence best, so I'm glad to still be able to enjoy you on LJ :D