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Etrangere ([personal profile] salinea) wrote2005-02-16 09:45 pm
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Sometimes I feel like weeping without reason.

Like glass. Like oversensitive skin. So very fragile, so very feeling. Sounds and sunshine and people's smiles brush it and it makes me shudder. Paperthin boundaries.

Yet the world is less real. Less concrete, but truer. You could traverse it with a hand, if you're not careful, and reach for what's real beyond.

And it can be night or day, I can be alone or not. But it's different, whatever it is, though it shouldn't be. It feels different. Another space, a treshold.

And everything touches me. Everything is worth crying for.

But it's not a bad feeling.

In a way it's the most peaceful feeling I know. And very precious.
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[identity profile] rainmage.livejournal.com 2005-02-16 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

Sometimes I feel like that :(
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[identity profile] rainmage.livejournal.com 2005-02-16 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't ^^U
Then again, I'm depressingly depressive.
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[identity profile] etrangere.livejournal.com 2005-02-16 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
eh *hugs*

I've got cheerful angst. It's the Tsuzuki in me. I'm just weird like that. Being sad makes me happy. That's why i need reading the most depressing possible stories.

[identity profile] kamitra.livejournal.com 2005-02-16 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for sharing. *smile* It helps to know what other people feel at a few unusual times... especially from an eloquent person.
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[identity profile] etrangere.livejournal.com 2005-02-17 11:37 am (UTC)(link)
#^_^#

[identity profile] catiechu.livejournal.com 2005-02-17 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
I feel like this a lot of the time. Whether I find it good or bad depends on the situation.
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[identity profile] etrangere.livejournal.com 2005-02-17 11:38 am (UTC)(link)
... there is that too. *nods* Have a good hiatus, dear. *hugs*

[identity profile] kakushi-miko.livejournal.com 2005-02-17 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
you described perfectly what i sometimes feel but cannot explain in words, thank you ^.^
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[identity profile] etrangere.livejournal.com 2005-02-17 11:38 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, thank /you/ for your sweet comment ^^

[identity profile] ryuuraigeki.livejournal.com 2005-02-17 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
Mm...interesting, the way you describe things.
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[identity profile] etrangere.livejournal.com 2005-02-17 11:38 am (UTC)(link)
^_^