News of the not so good variety

[salinea]

Oh, I should wish rahael a happy birthday even if i'm late of two days (so sorry) I hope everything is good for you dear. Sending good wishes your way.

Yeah, well I was due an update of my journal for a few days but didn't dare to. I need to get over the fact that I apparently lost most of my interest in the X fandom. I can still appreciate reading good fics, but I just need a break from it and then I guess it'll just like any of the fandoms I used to be big into but am not anymore while still loving it.

Anyway, the two weeks with my boyfriend turned a bit differently as I had planned, as I broke up with him a week ago. He went home, and I went back to my parent's (because I didn't really feel like living i my appartment in those conditions, not to mention the still lack of fridge)
Don't feel sorry for me. Romance is not and has never been the kind of thing that makes me feel like crying and drowning in self pity.
As to why it didn't work, mostly I'll blame the long distance thing and my laziness. Relationships require work that i'm seldom willing to give.

Otherwise, I was worried about a lump in my breast so I finally got myself an appointment with a gynecologist. The gynecologist gave me a pelvien echography as well as the mammography, and good thing she did.
I did the radio&echography on thursday. I've got a kyste in my my ovary. When I finally got my gyneco over the phone on friday she told me it was nothing serious but needed to be treated and she wants an opinion about whether we should get it operated or not. The most freaking out part was that the doctor who made the echography insisted on speaking chinese :

Doctor: you've got a *insert random uncomprehensible biological words*
Me: which means ?
Doctor: *impatiently* Well it could be anything, but you've got /something/ wrong in your uterus !
Me: How so ?
Doctor: it's a *more uncomprehensible scientific language*
Me: Ahhh right. Okay I'll go dress up now....

Of course, the thing in my breast is in all likehood one of those kystes that many women have which is not dangerous but need to be checked on regularly.

Huh, have to go right now. Will post more about my week later on.

Comments

[littledust.livejournal.com]

Good luck with the treatment! ♥♥♥ Wow, the doctor unable to speak plainly sounds like an idiot. Who freaks out their patients like that?

Be absorbed by the Harry Potter fandom. Yeeeessss precioussssss. >:D

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Indeed. Someday the whole of the medical profession needs to wake up and realize that they deal in a profession where human relations are important.

Lol ! Yes, I'm about right there in the HP fandom right now. Though you'll forgive me, my OTP seems to be teh Snupin. It's okay, though, I'm already contemplating writing some Blackest :p

[littledust.livejournal.com]

I hope he doesn't work with kids, that's all I can say. >>;

Snupin I actually don't mind, though I don't track down fics for it. It's probably the most likely Lupin pairing in my mind after S/R, of course. Now, Snape/Sirius is something that drives me crazy. No offense to anyone shipping the pairing, but argharghaaargh.

YAY BLACKCEST, THE WORLD ALWAYS NEEDS MORE OF IT.

[goldenh.livejournal.com]

ouch! well, you know what I want to say. Hope everything turns out ok!

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Thanks ^^ I don't think there's any big worry to have, just a nasty period to pass >_

[sakuraragi.livejournal.com]

I hope everything turns out ok. At least they said it wasn't serious. That's always good. :) Take care of yourself~

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

It's probably the most likely Lupin pairing in my mind after S/R, of course.
Yeah, strangely enough ^^ Though likehood isn't exactly what I think of in the HP slash fandom realm :)

Now, Snape/Sirius is something that drives me crazy.
I used to think that until I read fabularasa's fics. What can I say I'm a sucker for good writing to the point of disregarding fics. I don't look for it because very few people are capable of writing it right, but sometimes it's gorgeous in that short, violent, hatesex way.
And because, you know, everyone DO lust after Sirius. It is known.

YAY BLACKCEST, THE WORLD ALWAYS NEEDS MORE OF IT.
OY YES ! I didn't understand the appeal of incest until I read some Sirius/Regulus. Before I was thoroughly indifferent to it, and found it rather icky if not canonicaly suggered. Suddenly I saw the light. OMG INCEST = HOT !
Very strange experience.

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

That was, to point of disregarding ships, of course

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Thanks ! Yeah it doesn't seem like something I need to worry a lot about, despite how anxious that doctor made me ^^ *hugs*

[sakuraragi.livejournal.com]

That's good~! I hate it when they talk in their medical termonology like you're suppose to know what they are talking about. O_o Weridos. XD *hugsqueeze*

[littledust.livejournal.com]

*L* Well, in my case, "likely" means "it doesn't make me want to beat on things". And given that half the HP pairings I would like to write are utterly RANDOM, I suppose I can't use likely in its original sense, really. :P

Nnnnnooooo, I don't want to be torn away from one of my prejudices by goodfic! It happened with Harry/Draco, it shall not happen again! (Yeah, right.) And yes, everybody loves Sirius.

Blackcest is just awesome, for reasons I cannot quite pinpoint. Bellatrix/Narcissa is also a fun pairing. >:)

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Random pairings are FUN ! except when they make you want to scrap away the inside of your brain

With HarryxDraco, really ? *snorts* Show me !

Blackcest is just awesome, for reasons I cannot quite pinpoint.
I'd say, torturous, twisted family relationships full of secret, love, shame, hatred and longing.
That whole "Never trust a relative. It is far worse than trusting strangers. With a stranger there is actually a remote chance you may be safe." feeling.
The Black family just rock that much.

Bellatrix/Narcissa is also a fun pairing. >:)
Oh yeah. I adore the ladies too, though as a pairing it doesn't have the exact same appeal to me.
I'd like to find some good Bella/Tonks though. Something wicked and sadistic called "the Education of Miss Nymphadora Tonks". It'd be lovely.

Which makes me think... do you know where one could find some Lucius/Arthur ? The more I go rereading the books (and I'm up to Goblet of Fire) the more I boggle at the fact that ship hasn't flooded the fandom.

[littledust.livejournal.com]

For H/D, Irresitible Poison (http://rhysenn.morethanart.org/ip/) made me cave. The summary makes it sound like hilariously bad porn, but it's actually... not. XD

The Black family doth rock mightily. Something about all that inbred arrogance and ancient wealth. XD

HAHAHA Bella/Tonks would be pretty cool darkfic, actually. I know it's not the pairing, but there's always the master list of Bellatrix/Ginny (http://www.livejournal.com/community/bellatrixginny/499.html). Mmm, darkfic.

I have never gone looking for Lucius/Arthur, honestly. More likely to read all the femmeslash pairings than anything else, you know me. ;D

[littledust.livejournal.com]

WOW I CAN'T SPELL. "Irresistible Poison" damn it. >>

[quitty.livejournal.com]

Romance is not and has never been the kind of thing that makes me feel like crying and drowning in self pity. Whoa, girl, you go! And, As to why it didn't work, mostly I'll blame the long distance thing and my laziness. Relationships require work that i'm seldom willing to give., I think I'd be like this, too, but then I wouldn't really know...

I've always been scared of visiting an OB-gyn, scared that they'd find something and I can't take physical pain...! But then I had to undergo a med exam recently as school requirement and part of it was a breast exam (of which I wasn't given much warning; I walked into the room, the doctor instructed me to take my shirt off and I was like "What?! Why?!"). Thankfully, she didn't find anything...Or just didn't say anything...

So, anyway, this kyste thing, it's not very serious? For all its worth, hope the treatments go well. Take care of yourself. Eat lots of tomatoes, they're very good to the health...And they really are just terrific. Tomatoes = ♥ ^_^

[ripedecay.livejournal.com]

You've got my love and best of wishes for this treatment. And that doctor needs a swift kick in his ass for being so unhelpful. Maybe some research on this on your own might help you?

♥♥♥

[chaineddove.livejournal.com]

*hug* Oh honey... all my love and my well-wishes for the health problems. I miss you a lot *HUG*

[laurus-nobilis.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

That doctor is an idiot for nor speaking plainly, but let me tell you that kystes in the ovary usually aren't dangerous, and they're easy to treat. Even the operation isn't that bad. (I know a couple of people who had them.)

*hugs again*

[catiechu.livejournal.com]

Ouch, that sounds rough. Good luck if it comes to surgery, though. And it's nice to see a post from you. :O

[su-chan.livejournal.com]

uff, I hope everything goes right and you have it well treated and solved... doctors have that bad habit of talking their onw language... about the kiste on your breast my mom has one too and never (until now at least) got dangerous so don't especially worry for it *hugs*

[generalblossom.livejournal.com]

Ouch, my instincts for hugging were unfortunately right - and with far more reason that I knew of. Best of luck - and chists are usually not dangerous. About the doctor, I guess they use technobabble to protect themselves from people actually understanding what they are saying. Good luck about the lump in the breast, I got a couple scares with that, the ecographies were really uncomfortable but it turned out to be nothing, hope it is the same with you.

*hug*

[elihice.livejournal.com]

I hope everything goes fine. Remeber that is your right to understand what the doctor is saying. He has to explain things to you clearly and you have the right to choose what treatment is better after being given clear information.

Those who do the echography are well known for beingtoo stupid to explain things in simple words obscure to patients though, so don't worry unless the doctor who is treating you starts being obscure.

[twhitesakura.livejournal.com]

Oh. I hope everything turns out okay. I know how intimidating it can be at the doctor's when they think something is wrong and can't find out what.

[ariss-tenoh.livejournal.com]

Do tell us how the appointment turned out. *hugs*

[heavensgardener.livejournal.com]

I hope everything goes well for you.

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

I've always been scared of visiting an OB-gyn, scared that they'd find something and I can't take physical pain...!
Hehe, I'm a bit like that as well. Took me forever to take this appointment since I was worried about that lump. But it's bad mistake to make, those kind of things the sooner they are found the bigger chances you have of getting it fixed at minimal cost.

So, anyway, this kyste thing, it's not very serious?
No, appartently it's not according to my gyneco. I should see her again opn Monday so i can get more information ^^
Yummy ! Tomatoes ! I adore tomatoes ! I eat tons of 'em !

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Thanks ! ^^ *snuggles*

I did that as soon as I got home, but couldn't remember all of the terms so it didn't work very well, but was still faintly reassuring. Anyway, I will meet my gyneco tomorrow so she'll probably explain things more thoroughly to me.

ooooh you changed the Shrine's colourings. It's pretty *_*

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Thanks ^^
I'm glad to see you came back home fine and everything is going good to you.
Oi, what kind of idea, living in the US, is that !

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the reassurance ^^ Yeah that's the feeling i got from my gyneco once i could reach her. It was the in between time that I was rather anxious o_o

*hugs back* You're sweet !

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Thanks ^^

Yeah, I've been so lazy lately haven't I ? (Bad Ete ! Bad Ete !)

lots of hugs to you !

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Yeah, lots of women have kystes in the breast and it's not any kind of big deal ^^ but it's the kind of thing that needs to be check up on nonetheless just in case

And thanks, hehe; I was pretty angry after that doctor ^^

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Lol, I thought that exactly afterwise !

Nah, I don't think it's very serious, either of them. *hugs back*

I suppose that's why yes. But I hate people lying/not being frank to me. I tend to always favour getting the blunt and unaldorned truth (must be why I like Sandor so much ;) and I like being able to understand things. Even if you don't have much control on them, knowledge makes you feel stronger IMO.

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Well, that was only the radio doctor. And I committed the mistake not to insist for clear information while I was still half naked. And once I got dressed i could only deal with the secretary anymore. Sneaky doctor ^^

Nah, my gyneco told me very insistently that it wasn't anything serious. She was much more reassuring ^^ *hugs*

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Yes, that was. But it's okay, I think my gyneco knows exactly what it is and said it wasn't serious. I'll get more information once I see her on monday ^^

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

I will, thanks *hugs back*
I have an appointment with her on monday.

(yeah, proof that you do read my journal ! XD)

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Thank you. *hugs*

[generalblossom.livejournal.com]

I don´t know if knowing the truth makes one feel stronger necessarily but it makes one feel adult. Knowing the truth feels like an unalienable right, it´s not a matter of being good to you or not, it is a matter that one has a RIGHT to it, to be told things. I am still pissed off at my mother for years ago lying to me on the phone about an elderly cousin being all right - she had died, and I could not have made it to the funeral but I wanted to know. Plus I no longer trust her when she tells me grandfather or so-and-so is all right ( so I ask my father instead who agrees with me about people having the right to know).

Anyway hoping lump is nothing. *rooting for you and many more hugs*

[azure-empress.livejournal.com]

Sorry, but I didn't quite understand the text. Is the knot, or whatever it is called, in your breast or ovaria?

As I wrote in my own LJ a few months ago ovari cancer killed one of my friends recently. To be honest I am frightened by even the suggestion of it.

I pray everything is alright.

As for your boyfriend. I am sorry to hear it, even if you can rationalize it away. But that is not what concerns me the most now.

Please be in good health. (gods, that sounds silly in English, but I hope you get the idea)

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Sorry, but I didn't quite understand the text. Is the knot, or whatever it is called, in your breast or ovaria?

I've got one in both, and neither should be dangerous. The one in the ovaria needs to be treated however.

I'm so very sorry about you're friend, I wasn't thinking about it when I posted this. I don't have been diagnosed a cancer, don't worry, and my gyneco was pretty adament that what I had wasn't serious.

Please be in good health. (gods, that sounds silly in English, but I hope you get the idea)
Thank you, it doesn't sound silly at all. And thanks for your concern. *hugd*

[ripedecay.livejournal.com]

*HUGS* And good. I don't know how I could go a few hours without knowing what's wrong with me exactly after someone explains it. It would drive me mad @_@

ooooh you changed the Shrine's colourings. It's pretty *_*

Thanks! XD

[habibti.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry to hear about your health problems but glad that nothing is too serious. I've had similar experiences - the cyst in my breast went away on its own and I have cysts on my ovaries but none that are large enough to require surgery. I know how scary it can be having to deal with the medical establishment and having surgery. I wish you all the best and hope for a very speedy recovery.

Caroline

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

(Argh, I hate when LJ eats one of my comments >_<)

Irresistible Potion was fun, very cute stuff. I think what I like best about HarryxDraco is all that melodrama. Makes me nostalgic of my spuffy days. And Draco wasn't even too badly OOC (which begs the question of how can such a cardboard character as Draco be IC but nevermind)

BellaxGinny does sound fun ! iu'll check it out later. I've read some pretty spiffy GinnyxTomxHarry fics and I suppose the mood must be similar which would rock.

Hehehe, yes I know you, and femslash does rock indeed. Though it's hard to find female characters with the right personnality and the right dynamics to push my buttons. I like everything myself, het, slash, femslash, gen. But then i'm a whore for good writing.
I still think you should check out BtVS, you'd love FaithxBuffy, not to mention Dawn...