Once a Stranger

Oh, I should wish rahael a happy birthday even if i'm late of two days (so sorry) I hope everything is good for you dear. Sending good wishes your way.

Yeah, well I was due an update of my journal for a few days but didn't dare to. I need to get over the fact that I apparently lost most of my interest in the X fandom. I can still appreciate reading good fics, but I just need a break from it and then I guess it'll just like any of the fandoms I used to be big into but am not anymore while still loving it.

Anyway, the two weeks with my boyfriend turned a bit differently as I had planned, as I broke up with him a week ago. He went home, and I went back to my parent's (because I didn't really feel like living i my appartment in those conditions, not to mention the still lack of fridge)
Don't feel sorry for me. Romance is not and has never been the kind of thing that makes me feel like crying and drowning in self pity.
As to why it didn't work, mostly I'll blame the long distance thing and my laziness. Relationships require work that i'm seldom willing to give.

Otherwise, I was worried about a lump in my breast so I finally got myself an appointment with a gynecologist. The gynecologist gave me a pelvien echography as well as the mammography, and good thing she did.
I did the radio&echography on thursday. I've got a kyste in my my ovary. When I finally got my gyneco over the phone on friday she told me it was nothing serious but needed to be treated and she wants an opinion about whether we should get it operated or not. The most freaking out part was that the doctor who made the echography insisted on speaking chinese :

Doctor: you've got a *insert random uncomprehensible biological words*
Me: which means ?
Doctor: *impatiently* Well it could be anything, but you've got /something/ wrong in your uterus !
Me: How so ?
Doctor: it's a *more uncomprehensible scientific language*
Me: Ahhh right. Okay I'll go dress up now....

Of course, the thing in my breast is in all likehood one of those kystes that many women have which is not dangerous but need to be checked on regularly.

Huh, have to go right now. Will post more about my week later on.

I am back from vacations. They were GOOD. Have seen an awful lot of churches, a couple of forrest, had many walks in old town centers and visited one Bishop castle. Have snatched Wildcards, which is yours Teresa ! I'll send you back when I'm finished with it. Bavaria and Austria in autumn is beautiful, lots of red and orange trees *_*. Tours was also just an adorable city, and spending more time with Maya was extremely cool as well (got to watch Gravitation which was very fun with her, and also a old romantic Russian movie about the important of going to bath before New Year's Eve), she's just adorable. The ASOIAF meeting was awesome, seeing again people from Prague and before, though it was way too short (just the week end in Munich with everyone else than Fabian). I've got a new boyfriend. And now I'm back home after 8 hours of train, am very tired and trying to catch back of mails and journal posts that happened meanwhile @_@

Not necessarily in this order.


Oh, and since LiveJournal doesn't seem to accept my credit card for payment, my Paid account has expired during my absence ;_; I really need to try to find a way to whine somewhere and make it work....