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sorry i haven't updated much lately. Didn't really feel like writing anything.

Tonight we had an evening with my sister and parents. Lots of discussion after ward (as often my sister is a good catalyser to actually talk between us after we see her), especially from my mother. It's funny how lots of my characters in RPG lately have been similar in nature to my mother - earthy natures, who's primal interest is in their work and actually doing stuff and don't really know how to do things for themselves, and as a result from their frustration are a lot bitchy to other people.
*ahem* My mother and I are very different people and we often clash. I think we often have a lot of difficulties to appreciate each others (especially by opposition with my father, as we are a lot alike and appreciate both very intellectual & theoritical debates), which doesn't mean I don't have lots of esteem for her.
I actually have lots of troubles thinking their do... accept me, respect me ? I'm not sure.
Sometimes I don't even think they like me. Like they feel obligated to love me because I'm their daughter, but not for my own qualities.
My mother is especially someone who's very criticizing (which I did inherit from her), so it's sometimes very hard to meet her expectations. All the more because she's a very anxious person, who gets stressed and worried very easily over anything.
Most of the time my parents are the last people I would confide in when I've got problems.
There's the people I must lie to.

EDIT : ( another meme )

Beta-help needed !

I want to start out a SeixSub serie, and, as I've never wrote one before, I'd like to be able to talk about it with someone, especially characterisation, plot (which i'm very unsure about), and style. And i also really need betaing of the english typo, as it's not my first language.
It's rather light toned and not very serious but i'd like for it to not totally suck ^_^
It's called Ghost Stories, and I've finished writing draft for the two first chapters yet.
Anyone ?

New Mood theme

Yeah ! that Last Unicorn theme works ! Thank you so much ladystarlightsj

I love this old anime so much. It's got a place from a very old time in my mindscape. Made me obsessed with all things fantasy in the first place from when I was a very young child.
Made me like the most melancholic and bittersweet love story too.

(and love unicorns and horses too ^_^)