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[salinea]

Category I - The Hub

You're a 'people person'. Networking runs in your
blood. Consequently, you can move through most
social circles with ease.


What Type of Social Entity are You?
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*blinks* *blinks*
HUH ?

Riiight, anyway...

sorry i haven't updated much lately. Didn't really feel like writing anything.

Tonight we had an evening with my sister and parents. Lots of discussion after ward (as often my sister is a good catalyser to actually talk between us after we see her), especially from my mother. It's funny how lots of my characters in RPG lately have been similar in nature to my mother - earthy natures, who's primal interest is in their work and actually doing stuff and don't really know how to do things for themselves, and as a result from their frustration are a lot bitchy to other people.
*ahem* My mother and I are very different people and we often clash. I think we often have a lot of difficulties to appreciate each others (especially by opposition with my father, as we are a lot alike and appreciate both very intellectual & theoritical debates), which doesn't mean I don't have lots of esteem for her.
I actually have lots of troubles thinking their do... accept me, respect me ? I'm not sure.
Sometimes I don't even think they like me. Like they feel obligated to love me because I'm their daughter, but not for my own qualities.
My mother is especially someone who's very criticizing (which I did inherit from her), so it's sometimes very hard to meet her expectations. All the more because she's a very anxious person, who gets stressed and worried very easily over anything.
Most of the time my parents are the last people I would confide in when I've got problems.
There's the people I must lie to.

EDIT :

The \\
Last Cigarette:	during a changeling game, last winter. Three at a times. (that was a dare)
Last Alcoholic Drink:	At Prague, a couple of weeks ago. (Bad) whiskey.
Last Car Ride:	this evening.
Last Kiss:	Last september.
Last Good Cry:	Don't know.
Last Library Book:	There's one from anthropology class i really must give back because i'm so late.
Last book bought:	I think it was the Wildling.
Last Book Read:	a fortress of grey ice by JV Jones
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	Gozu, by Mike
Last Movie Rented:	I never rent movies
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	Dunno.
Last Beverage Drank:	Vervein.
Last Food Consumed:	Penne a la Sicilliana
Last Crush:	*blinks* you know... someone.
Last Phone Call:	My father waking me up this morning.
Last TV Show Watched:	Some documentary about old Egyptian daily life
Last Time Showered:	this morning
Last Shoes Worn:	you know... shoes you walk around with in a house
Last CD Played:	Compilation of Buffy musics
Last Item Bought:	Some food, probably.
Last Download:	some Suzanne Vega stuff adviced by Fabian
Last Annoyance:	This evening, my parents.
Last Disappointment:	This afternoon, very minor.
Last Soda Drank:	Does Ice tea count ? I don't drink soda.
Last Thing Written:	Ending of second chapter of Ghost Stories
Last Key Used:	The ones of my house
Last Words Spoken:	hum... "good night" ? :)
Last Sleep:	this one is stupid
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	Never
Last Chair Sat In:	the one at my desk i'm currently sitting in
Last Webpage Visited:	this one !
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Comments

[ripedecay.livejournal.com]

Eek, could you please LJ-cut that quiz? ^^;;; It's bigger than most quizzes and stretches my flist.

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

Done !
sorry, didn't realise it was so big.

[ripedecay.livejournal.com]

It's okee! <3 And thank you n_n

[habibti.livejournal.com]

I just wrote a post basically the same as yours about my mother but I deleted it. Too personal. But I identify. I don't feel as though my individual qualities are recognized. My mother is pissed off with me now because I am unemployed and don't have a high-paying, high-status job anymore. She doesn't see that I have worked hard, burned myself out and need some time off and that the yoga and meditation is really good for me and I'm happy. She says she wants me to be happy but it's not my kind of happy, it's her kind of happy.

Mothers.

Caroline

[etrangere.livejournal.com]

*ouch* !
yes mine is very often criticizing my way of leading my life by assuming only hers is normal, and any other way of living is wrong or anormal and it pisses me of too.
She's always been very busy and working a lot, and when I see her, her mariage, her work, all I've always been thinking is "i don't want to be like her".
It's not like she looks like she's happy, so why does she want for me to lead the same life as hers ?