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22 Oct 2003 10:50 pmYesterday my mother arrived in my room toward 3 am, yelling at me for not having put the light off yet. She does that often, but she was very violent in words today. Said I didn't have a life and threatened to remove my internet connection. Wouldn't go away from my room when I told her too... she would go on and on, and there's nothing I could say that would make her listen or shud up. I went away to the kitchen so she stopped then. I couldn't sleep much after that, and I didn't go to school today. She telephoned from work in the late afternoon, talked to me as if nothing had happened, like she hadn't totally upset and pissed me off, and did the same when she went home.
I can't stand that kind of things anymore. I wish I could just go away from home. Apparently she'd want me too, doesn't she ?
What am I supposed to do ? I don't even know what to study, what to become... I really don't know anymore. Even if I finish this year of Anthropology, there's not much I can do with that.
Well, if she removes my internet connection, I can do blackmail too. Noway I go to school then.
I can't stand that kind of things anymore. I wish I could just go away from home. Apparently she'd want me too, doesn't she ?
What am I supposed to do ? I don't even know what to study, what to become... I really don't know anymore. Even if I finish this year of Anthropology, there's not much I can do with that.
Well, if she removes my internet connection, I can do blackmail too. Noway I go to school then.