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22 Oct 2003 10:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
salineaYesterday my mother arrived in my room toward 3 am, yelling at me for not having put the light off yet. She does that often, but she was very violent in words today. Said I didn't have a life and threatened to remove my internet connection. Wouldn't go away from my room when I told her too... she would go on and on, and there's nothing I could say that would make her listen or shud up. I went away to the kitchen so she stopped then. I couldn't sleep much after that, and I didn't go to school today. She telephoned from work in the late afternoon, talked to me as if nothing had happened, like she hadn't totally upset and pissed me off, and did the same when she went home.
I can't stand that kind of things anymore. I wish I could just go away from home. Apparently she'd want me too, doesn't she ?
What am I supposed to do ? I don't even know what to study, what to become... I really don't know anymore. Even if I finish this year of Anthropology, there's not much I can do with that.
Well, if she removes my internet connection, I can do blackmail too. Noway I go to school then.
I can't stand that kind of things anymore. I wish I could just go away from home. Apparently she'd want me too, doesn't she ?
What am I supposed to do ? I don't even know what to study, what to become... I really don't know anymore. Even if I finish this year of Anthropology, there's not much I can do with that.
Well, if she removes my internet connection, I can do blackmail too. Noway I go to school then.
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(((Hug)))
Date: 22 October 2003 02:48 pm (UTC)Can you do double majors in France? I don't think you should stop taking Antropology, if that's what you're passionate about... so maybe you could settle your fears about future jobs by having a second major in a more "job friendly" field. In the mean time, perhaps you can do an internship at a natural history museum. It'd probably help with the figuring out what you can do with your studies.
Re: (((Hug)))
Date: 23 October 2003 02:27 pm (UTC)I'm looking for other kind of class for next year. But subscriptions are very early in the year before september, so it was too late for this yeard when I though about it. So I guess finding a job is my best pick.
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Date: 22 October 2003 03:03 pm (UTC)Parents are irritating
Date: 22 October 2003 03:09 pm (UTC)Oh well. It'll be better when I move into my sister's room.
BLECH!!!!
Re: BLECH!!!!
Date: 22 October 2003 04:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 22 October 2003 04:47 pm (UTC)I know I "should" obey him, but there's just no way. We're always arguing and getting on each others' nerves. I keep thinking if I moved out, we'd get along better, but I don't have a job or enough money to support myself. So I feel obligated to do as my parents say, and hurry up and get a job. Then I'll be able to move out. But I have no idea what to do with my life either, so I totally sympathise. Grr. Sometimes life just sucks :(
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Date: 23 October 2003 02:31 pm (UTC)