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17 Mar 2005 02:38 amMidterms over, and there's well, only one of them that didn't go desastrously. Yay.
Spring had finnaly come in answer to my prayer. Nice to see that the Celestial Bureaucracy is working sometimes, even if very slowly. Knew I was right to bribe them with chocolate (yes, this is a Sidereal the exalted joke that will only be understand by about 3 people on my flist); which hasn't helped my concentration on the exams, but at least it's nice and HOT and SUNNY, which is wonderful. Amazing how just a bit of sun and warm weather does to lighten my mood and makes me feel happier.
Doesn't help my way of considering my studies though. I'm currently considering whether I can afford to abandon them altogether and whether my parents would let me. I feel so wearied of school and I was never good at focing myself to learn something if i didn't enjoy learning. (I usually enjoy learning, as a rule, but it's totally failed to grasp my interest since the beginning of the semester)
I'm in vacation at last. Which means, of course, I've got to start working on my job ^^ And I've got to start working on presentation and paper which i must give on the 4th April (oy, oy) not to mention prepare my vacations to Italy which are in two weeks...
I hate the way i never seem to be able to manage my time.
and hum that's all
Spring had finnaly come in answer to my prayer. Nice to see that the Celestial Bureaucracy is working sometimes, even if very slowly. Knew I was right to bribe them with chocolate (yes, this is a Sidereal the exalted joke that will only be understand by about 3 people on my flist); which hasn't helped my concentration on the exams, but at least it's nice and HOT and SUNNY, which is wonderful. Amazing how just a bit of sun and warm weather does to lighten my mood and makes me feel happier.
Doesn't help my way of considering my studies though. I'm currently considering whether I can afford to abandon them altogether and whether my parents would let me. I feel so wearied of school and I was never good at focing myself to learn something if i didn't enjoy learning. (I usually enjoy learning, as a rule, but it's totally failed to grasp my interest since the beginning of the semester)
I'm in vacation at last. Which means, of course, I've got to start working on my job ^^ And I've got to start working on presentation and paper which i must give on the 4th April (oy, oy) not to mention prepare my vacations to Italy which are in two weeks...
I hate the way i never seem to be able to manage my time.
and hum that's all
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Date: 17 March 2005 02:05 am (UTC)And I've thought several times during the past 4 years of just quitting college. I mean, I have no plans to really find a career in my field of study, so it just seemed pointless to continue. But I guess being able to say that you did do the studies and you did make it through will improve your chances of finding a job anyway. How much longer do you have until you're done with school?
And eee, vacation! In 4 hours, I'll be on it too. :D And Italy sounds exciting!
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Date: 18 March 2005 06:14 pm (UTC)Oh, it'd be a shame if you need. You're so close to the end
and you're not making such a wreck of your studies as I doAnd actually i don't really know. How much I have left I mean. Maybe one year I think.
Thanks for the encouragement. And have a good break yourself ! :D
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Date: 17 March 2005 04:18 am (UTC)It's a pity you're not enjoying your studies. I'd hesitate to abandon them, but if it's not fun learning then it's a tricky situation. It probably does depend on how long you've got to go. Maybe there are other subjects that you might find more interesting.
Hot and sunny weather...(*shudder*) Personally I can't wait for winter, but then, the winter where I live is hardly ever really cold or overcast, so it probably doesn't count. ^^;
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Date: 18 March 2005 06:15 pm (UTC)I really really hate winter. I wish I could live in a place where it was warm all the time !
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Date: 19 March 2005 12:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 17 March 2005 06:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 18 March 2005 06:16 pm (UTC)thank you a lot. Oh, and I doubt that XD