Beauty in the Breakdown
6 May 2005 09:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
salineaI still can't have a serious discussion with my parents without weeping. It's bloody annoying.
Strange week. I've been pretty busy. My mother eventually did decide for going in vacation, after changing her mind about a dozen of times. So it was me and my cousin, which was very, very nice. I don't realize quite how much stress and pressure my parents put me under until I don't have to live with them you know.
Anyway, I had a lot of work too. Good work, rather interesting things which I liked. And a busy week end as well.
I went shopping furnitures for my kitchen as well.
Wednesday I had my Accounting exam - for the only class I hadn't already totally dropped. Results, so-so. Of course last time the teacher graded me without even counting points from what i actually did, so why should I worry.
Which means that's it. I'm so bored with school, not going back. One way or another.
Thursday evening we went out with my cousin and friends to smoke from water pipe, apple-flavoured in a restaurant called the Bagdad cafe. It was very nice and fun. I'm half addicted already. And I had taken so much care not to ever start smoking XD Then we went home and we watched Amelie Poulain, which is one of those beautiful, full of grace movie that makes me want to dance afterwhile. My cousin Yael loved it, of course. I was surprised by how much I remembered from the movie, when i only saw it once, about 3 or 4 years ago.
We also talked again a lot about family, people we know, things that shape our lives and scarr us and how to overcame them etc. I love being able to her, being able to tell her things I have never told anyone else.
Then today my parents went back and it's been fucking hell.
Am I the only person out there who thinks the only people i can hate are people i love ?
Well anyway, about the journal. Haven't been updated for some time, and I owe a lot of people answers to meme, and I couldn't make myself answer them for a while. Sorry. I don't know when I will. I also asked a lot of drabbles so I should post that meme too, but I don't know if I'll be able to answer and when, so here i post it but don't except answers very very quickly.
Every person on your flist gets to request a drabble from you. In return, they have to post this in their journal and write a drabble for you. Post all fandoms you're willing to write for. Your friends can pick a relationship, a story arc, a missing scene, or pretty much anything they want, unless the author has previously mentioned that they will not write it. They comment with what they want, and you write drabbles and post it in your LiveJournal.
My paid account is expiring in a couple of days, and since I'm so broke it's not even funny, don't expect me to renew it. I'm not even sure I want to keep on using live journal right now.
Lastly... fandom side :![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
coffee_and_ink would like to find good X fics for KamuixSubaru, FuumaxSeishirou, FuumaxSubaru and crack pairings in general. Apparently she didn't know those were rather popular pairings, so if you people can remember good fics done for those pairings and unusual ships, can you recc them to her please ?
Strange week. I've been pretty busy. My mother eventually did decide for going in vacation, after changing her mind about a dozen of times. So it was me and my cousin, which was very, very nice. I don't realize quite how much stress and pressure my parents put me under until I don't have to live with them you know.
Anyway, I had a lot of work too. Good work, rather interesting things which I liked. And a busy week end as well.
I went shopping furnitures for my kitchen as well.
Wednesday I had my Accounting exam - for the only class I hadn't already totally dropped. Results, so-so. Of course last time the teacher graded me without even counting points from what i actually did, so why should I worry.
Which means that's it. I'm so bored with school, not going back. One way or another.
Thursday evening we went out with my cousin and friends to smoke from water pipe, apple-flavoured in a restaurant called the Bagdad cafe. It was very nice and fun. I'm half addicted already. And I had taken so much care not to ever start smoking XD Then we went home and we watched Amelie Poulain, which is one of those beautiful, full of grace movie that makes me want to dance afterwhile. My cousin Yael loved it, of course. I was surprised by how much I remembered from the movie, when i only saw it once, about 3 or 4 years ago.
We also talked again a lot about family, people we know, things that shape our lives and scarr us and how to overcame them etc. I love being able to her, being able to tell her things I have never told anyone else.
Then today my parents went back and it's been fucking hell.
Am I the only person out there who thinks the only people i can hate are people i love ?
Well anyway, about the journal. Haven't been updated for some time, and I owe a lot of people answers to meme, and I couldn't make myself answer them for a while. Sorry. I don't know when I will. I also asked a lot of drabbles so I should post that meme too, but I don't know if I'll be able to answer and when, so here i post it but don't except answers very very quickly.
Every person on your flist gets to request a drabble from you. In return, they have to post this in their journal and write a drabble for you. Post all fandoms you're willing to write for. Your friends can pick a relationship, a story arc, a missing scene, or pretty much anything they want, unless the author has previously mentioned that they will not write it. They comment with what they want, and you write drabbles and post it in your LiveJournal.
My paid account is expiring in a couple of days, and since I'm so broke it's not even funny, don't expect me to renew it. I'm not even sure I want to keep on using live journal right now.
Lastly... fandom side :
coffee_and_ink would like to find good X fics for KamuixSubaru, FuumaxSeishirou, FuumaxSubaru and crack pairings in general. Apparently she didn't know those were rather popular pairings, so if you people can remember good fics done for those pairings and unusual ships, can you recc them to her please ?![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png){kind=small}
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Date: 6 May 2005 07:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 9 May 2005 08:56 pm (UTC)The weird thing is i'm feeling bad one minute and very good the other >_>
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Date: 10 May 2005 04:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 6 May 2005 09:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 9 May 2005 08:57 pm (UTC)Yeah, sisters, are complicated... XD God knows I adore mine, but that doesn't make getting along with her easy
yummy cookies *sends back chocolate*
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Date: 7 May 2005 01:54 am (UTC)Don't worry at all about not updating your journal regularly. You've got a lot to do at the moment, right?
I can't think of a drabble to request from you at the moment...Maybe I'll ask for one sometime when you're less busy. (BTW, I posted the Karen drabble you requested.)
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Date: 9 May 2005 09:02 pm (UTC)My cousin is just adorable <3 And thank you for your feeling.
Well, it's not so much things to do - thought there's that - as so many things happening in my head I scarecly know how to start writing them out. Tempestuous it is (I got Thunder at that element meme ^^;)
XDD Yeah i guess after that warning nobody will. I'll probably post another drabble offer later on... ^^ and thank you so much for that drabble it was adorable ! I'm sorry I thought i had rewieved it and apparently didn't at the time I read it *blush*
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Date: 7 May 2005 04:54 pm (UTC)Don't worry for the updates, as far as you are well *hugs*
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Date: 9 May 2005 09:04 pm (UTC)I'm sorry to hear things are bad like that with your father :( family can be so bloody complicated, but still... they are people who are part of us. For better or for worse.
*many hugs*